so i’m gonna throw up, cool
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i think i’m out of emotions
i am a constant worrier. i mean really i don’t think a day has gone by in the past months when i haven’t worried about something. i mean i’ve been awake for an hour and already i’m focused on what is probably a minuscule detail but no it makes me want to punch something. maybe it’s because this same minuscule detail has been making its way into my life for the past 3 or so months but every time all it does is cause worry worry worry and lead me to be in doubt. and the worst part is i go and look for it. i know if it’s there it will cause me to worry and stress and doubt and be mildly depressed but i go look for it anyway because i can’t shake the thought that i am right about this. i really think i am and it’s the most disappointing freaking thing in the world.